Writing down despair, Musings from Mental Illnesses. March 7th, 2017.

“Sometimes just being, working towards life. That enough. I wouldn’t be mocked for unraveled expectations incompatible with my reality.”
……
“I don’t have to convince anyone of the ribbons lynched around my veins.

I can’t stop you from seeing my body fettle by pain, by invisible burdens.

The voice, my voice is not easily harnessed.”


Time stops and stutters to taunt me.
I’ll use my energy when I see fit.
I’m not here to convince you of my pain.


I’m here to live through it.”

More Writing down despair, Musings from Mental Illnesses. March 7th, 2017.

Depression brian’s a bitch.

“One of us will die without the relief of leaving the other. That part of my brain that’s not neurotypical. I wouldn’t just leave me.

There has to be a break, there has to be a reprieve from these attacks born within.

Unregulated and unmedicated is no way to live and no one should have too.

This unholy union of mental illnesses and life do not co-exist.” … More Depression brian’s a bitch.