So much fucking privilege.
Privilege to assume you know a life-built from a herd of abrasions.
Pigment is meaningless to those with little of it, just like Privilege
The barriers to success that have been systematically put up to condemn this poor lazy negro.
Why, should I want? Light skinned negress. … More Unwanted Words of Wisdom
“pasta is my spirit animal” I do love carbs, carbs alleviated those morning hunger pains, a light stabbing s c r a p i n g across the abdomen – As a kid, I would have to coat my stomach in calories. Hunger pains came every morning, despite loaves of bread with milk and butter. … More Jesus, Carbs, & Purity
🦇 I just realized why I freeze when I’m really anxious and depressed, I’m frozen with fear. Fear tries take your life essence while hope… 🦇 My brain is trying to restart me the easy fix a weekend a camping trip nothing has to change Restart 🐱 🦇 control+alt+delete it. 🦇 Erasing a plan that … More freezing to restart ~ notes to self ~ from one depressed academic to another
What ‘Causes’ depression? “there are many possible causes of depression, including faulty mood regulation by the brain, genetic vulnerability, stressful life events, medications, and medical problems. It’s believed that several of these forces interact to bring on depression.” How does depression affect your career? “Work troubles — inability to concentrate, need to repeat a job, … More Depression, Work, & Life: A Series
My thoughts, my experiences, my voice. Below are pieces of myself, enjoy. 2.27.2017 Why do we wait until the functioning bits of our lives dismantle… despite desperate pleas? Despite constant denial. We stop working on these bits because facing them might destroy the shreds of sanity that remains. All the while devaluing this need to rebuild. Fractured bones … More Mental Health Matters