On your mark…

  Fuck off my beat Fuck off my rhythm Don’t steal it from me Try, vetting your own, go ahead bounce to that fro to be for me Underlapped, stabbing at edges, dat rhythm, get dat beat! Where’s the one? I’ll hold it in my thin hands I’m a holder Holder of tongues Of bong … More On your mark…

Wednesday the 1st of March 2018

Wednesday the 1st of March Bear Mountain, Southern California Snowboarding was such a beautiful relief from the constant presence from the feeling, Everything is going to fall apart. You can’t think, You don’t feel anything, just everything This snow buried that large, red, flashing, sadist button ‘let the dysregulation begin’ Anxious needles are cocked ready … More Wednesday the 1st of March 2018

Happy Fucking Thoughts

Happy fucking thoughts. . Anxious depressed thoughts are still allowed fo exist. Don’t erase your experiences and then wonder why you can identify your feelings. . Don’t erase your pain, feel everything. Its healthy. . * Happy Thoughts Sea Deepened Monster in pink. * .