I just realized why I freeze when I’m really anxious and depressed, I’m frozen with fear. Fear tries take your life essence while hope…
My brain is trying to restart me
the easy fix
a camping trip
nothing has to change
Erasing a plan that has changed or failed, if you don’t have a lapse in planning you can’t see the larger big picture. You don’t have to check in with your emotions, they love to prey on the human.
You don’t want to face them as they flow in one by one,
with this… genetic penalty they may not stop. 💀
…what’s already happening?
You have to feel the weight…
it lets me know what kind of person I can be,
in a year
I can be my best self
that self I want to be,
I clear off my starting block, the emotional essence of feelings past and feelings to come.
All I want is the start cleared but the starting square, it isn’t the start.
it’s the middle
it’s where ever you are
wherever you stopped💀.
🐠a “poem” by me, 🐠 Johari 🐠
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